Sitting here wasted and wounded .....

After the 4 day trip to the beaches I've been vela/lukkha (idle) for over a week now .. I've been feeling wasted and empty .. and frankly .. today it finally got to me!
Its killing me now .. I never thought I'd say that about being idle! But there .. I've said it!
And I discovered something else today .. just reading one paragraph from Business Today suddenly made me feel sensible and worthy and that I wasn't wasting my life!

I feel I should continue reading it .. atleast read it occasionally to remind myself that I'm not a wasted being!